Hey everybody. I think im going to actually post now. Well for that last entry so i dont get any bad looks or anything. It was a joke. I only posted that because my uncle in topeka looks at my xanga to make sure im staying out of trouble. Well ive been trying to get a hold of him for the longest time now. and he wont return my calls. I talked to him for the first time in i think over two months just yesterday only because my dad made me since i was over there and everybody was over there and we called him. Usually if something is going down i post it. If its something bad. My uncle will call my dad or me and talk to me about it. My dad knew about the post because i told him to play a long. So for anybody who read it. Its not true i really didnt go to a party and get drunk off my butt. I was just trying to get my uncles attention so he would call me. Because i really needed to talk to him. So thats taken care of now. I had a tournament all weekend. and we didnt win a GAME. mainly because we didnt have all the girls there to play. which really sucked. We had EIGHT girls there...and then one had to leave to go to work. so we ended up forfitting the tournament because we couldnt play anyways. It sucked i kinda wanted to play. But whatever.

        We had a game tonight and we stomped this team 10-1. It was pretty cool.

Now to the subject of me and jake. We're good. But i think we could be better. I really dont wanna go there because i think it would start some things with me and him and i dont want that to happen. But ill leave it at that. I love him and i always will. So we'll just leve it at that.

Im getting off here cuz there is really nothing else to do. and nobody comments me anyways. Especially the boyfriend. But thats ok. he doesnt even get on anymore. so whatever.

I love you Jacob Alan Cassity

oh P.S.

Im going back to the Alt. High school. so ill be DONE with school in OCTOBER and im going to college in January in Dodge. Ill miss you all.

so..there is this party i was invited to this weekend...theres gunna be like 7 kegs..im really excited...im soooo going to it!!! = ) I cant wait..

Softball is a pain in the butt..but its fun..i like it..i have a tournament this weekend too..after that im going and partying it up..

My phone broke so dont try to call me..i should be getting another one this weekend..Im using the boyfriends for now..so if you got the number cool..if not..theres a reason why..

I love you Jake

..wow..lots going on..

Today is my birthday to start off with. Im finally 17 and able to go to Rated R movies..lol..

Me and jake hit a year..things couldnt be better..i love him a lot..

Tomorrow is the spring show..jake has a couple solos..go check it out..I dont think its going to turn out to well though...i guess well see...

I think im going to get off here though..cuz im at curtis's with the boyfriend, and they are rehearsing for the spring show tomorrow..this oughta be fun..

I love you Jake

ok closer to a year...NOW

I love you boyfriend